Sunday, November 11, 2007

A warm spot for cold hearts

I had one of those days today, the kind where nothing really goes your way.

It started with missing Mass this morning and went downhill from there.

My day was generally ick, but I knew I could make 5 p.m. Mass at a parish one town over.

I drove over in the late fall darkness, around 4:45 p.m., and parked in the lot across from the church.

I got out of my car and was smacked by the chill of November. It was dark and in the 40s, at best. I looked across the parking lot and there was the church, shining brightly, so inviting. It was literally light in the darkness.

I walked in to the warmth, the bright light, the soft sound of an organ and that warm, church-y smell. You know the one I mean. Not incense, just "church."

My day wasn't the best, but in that moment, seeing that church shining brightly I knew Mass would be the high point. I knew I could listen to God, receive Jesus and feel better.

As I sat in the pew before Mass started, surrounded by this gorgeous little Church, I've never felt so privileged to attend Mass before.

Just to know I could go to Mass and feel better, wow, what a blessing. And this wasn't my home parish, just a nice Church one town over that happened to have a last-chance Mass. I had only been to that particular parish once before.

I was just so grateful to know I could make it to a parish - any parish - and I would be OK. I would feel better. The Mass is the Mass, thank God.

Maybe my day wasn't so bad after all.

2 Comments:

At 10:49 AM, Blogger Christie@tisbutaseason said...

I understand your feeling. My "home parish" has that same feeling. When I walk in the church the smell lifts me out of my burdens. Something about the candles burning and the church-y smell you described.

Although we're in a new parish now, I feel like, at any time, I could go back to St. E's and it would be the same.

Blessings!

 
At 11:00 AM, Anonymous donna said...

I feel the same way when I walk into my parish church. It's the best compliment to my day.

 

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